What we had was something special and to endure a long period of sadness and being alone is all worth it because you're worth it. We fall in love at the same time but youth played with our hearts till you're no longer ready to fight for it when I was (and I seemed unable to pull my feelings together when you were). The uncertainties in waiting is a foolish act that I choose. Should at the end of all these is still a solitary journey, then I'll embrace it knowing that I loved and deeply I did.
People may think I've wasted time spent in somewhat an endless pursuit of acceptance and having finally moved on, I must say I certainly did not. I may have let go of the chances to love again, but it's one noble choice I make knowing that love is about the fairness in giving yourself as a whole.
To brave through all these is an experience that'll help me collect the broken pieces and rebuild the whole that I once was - build someone better - scarred yet armoured with the hurts and lessons learned, who'll move forward ready to fall again (and fall deeper) somehow someday in His most perfect time.
People may think I've wasted time spent in somewhat an endless pursuit of acceptance and having finally moved on, I must say I certainly did not. I may have let go of the chances to love again, but it's one noble choice I make knowing that love is about the fairness in giving yourself as a whole.
To brave through all these is an experience that'll help me collect the broken pieces and rebuild the whole that I once was - build someone better - scarred yet armoured with the hurts and lessons learned, who'll move forward ready to fall again (and fall deeper) somehow someday in His most perfect time.
