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here are reasons you cannot fathom enough that you keep on denying them - reasons on choices, on why things happened and moving past it, such that no matter how objective you are about things, somehow you lose your sense of understanding (understanding in its very essence of having an open-mind and a heart ready for humility or acceptance).It's curious that you have wisdom learned from years of experience yet at some point you fail to use it and precariously acted back on what life has thrown at you; how you neglect what's reasonable and exhaust yourself in falsely justifying something illogical; and how you unknowingly led yourself to an inevitable pit of emptiness.
Life will always be full of reasons why things had to be, and carefully selecting which one/s to believe in and accept is the hard part. For me, the choice will always be what the heart innocently understands. People will always say never to let your heart dictate your mind, yet I'll still follow otherwise because it is for that very reason when the mind has knew of fear and you bind yourself that you'll find it hard to start again and let your heart do what it's suppose to do - choosing to love and be kind (in its truest form, that of a child's).
